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Hilary Sophia
30 October 2009 @ 11:18 am
And this is why I put my heart on hold. And this is why I have to do it again. 
 
 
Hilary Sophia
07 July 2008 @ 11:57 pm
I have put my heart on hold. I have to.

 
 
Hilary Sophia
11 December 2007 @ 11:44 pm
I need to go out. Having no car hinders this. Walking back up my steep hill is a daunting prospect to tackle. And so, I find myself "trapped" at home.

But apparently I can see forms abstractly yet produce them realistically (i.e. these shadowy shapes make a face?!)

Eliot comes home Friday, and so I will hopefully be de-hermiting shortly.

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On another note, Data is precious, even if the rest of TNG is a little after-school special. I am forever grateful to have that friendship back that took my fear away.
 
 
Hilary Sophia
11 November 2007 @ 01:33 am
"I haven't seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming is dead, no one does it anymore. It's not dead it's just that it's been forgotten, removed from our language. Nobody teaches it so nobody knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well, I'm trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming, every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it's ever faced, ever. So whatever you do, don't be bored, this is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting."
 
 
Hilary Sophia
26 October 2007 @ 03:41 am
I am so bloody torn between New York and the Northwest. Both have pros and cons, and both have different opportunities. I was born and bred in New York, it's in my blood, but I grew emotionally and wizened in Oregon, discovered myself more or less, and that too is now in my blood. I need more time, but I don't think time will yield the answer I need.
 
 
 
Hilary Sophia
19 October 2007 @ 05:45 am
I look up at the moon
and hope that maybe soon
we'll be together, I can tell
our romance will be like a spell
cast upon the town when we're around
 
 
Hilary Sophia
14 October 2007 @ 02:37 pm
my happiness goes hand in hand with misery.
 
 
Current Music: WOBC
 
 
Hilary Sophia
10 October 2007 @ 03:22 pm
Watching The Office, the episode when Steve Carell goes to New York. It's cold, and everyone's in coats, and it looks smelly and dirty and oh my god do I miss New York. Soon enough, soon enough.
 
 
Hilary Sophia
29 June 2007 @ 03:45 pm
This life was meant for heartbreak. I just can't get around it.
 
 
Hilary Sophia
16 October 2006 @ 11:49 pm
I'm still in a starry-eyed state, can't believe that he likes me back, yet so incredibly happy that he does. The clock ticks so slowly until Sunday, and it's painful to be away from him. I hurt and ache for him, yet think myself silly feeling so strongly after only a couple of weeks of being with him. My bed is lonely, and I miss him every minute. Is it too soon to feel this way? My emotions have not dimmed these weeks, they've only grown. He makes me happy, makes me laugh, I feel so comfortable around him. He sees me for who I am, finds me witty, and calls me a sweetheart. He gets my sense of humor, and I can easily make him laugh. He says I make him happy.

He misses me too.

I can't wait to hold him again.

Five more days.